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23 July 2008

aaaaaaa so kyut yaaaa

foto mos, ekspresi cinta pot bunga

serasa pacar sendiri

Rina: sok EMO.

Eh eh eh sekedar informasi loooooh Breaking Dawn tinggal 9 hari lagi terbit…………… di Amrik. Krik krik. Mau pre-order di Amazon tapi takut digaplokin sama nyokap. Jadi ga salah lagi: nunggu versi ebooknya keluar. Gut gut.

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Well, anywaaay bukannya ngerasa nyaman kok kayaknya hari-hari gue di kelas makin hampa, ga penting, dan….. pokoknya GA PENTING aja -.- Yang bikin gue seneng itu cuma satu: ketemu orang-orang baru. Sok kenal. Terus kenalan. Ya udah laaaah, emang gue sok kenalnya masya Allaaaah pengen minta digampar abis

Oke, kan misalnya udah kenalan tuh (MISALNYA loh ya). Tapi kok gue agak susah dalam mengingat nama orang? Mau tuh orang ngebacot sejam di depan gue kalo emang ga punya ciri-ciri khusus pasti akhirnya gue lupa namanya.

Meeeen gimana mau punya ciri-ciri khusus?! Penampilannya sama semua gitu yoloooo.. Rambut kuncir pembokat, poni dikeblakangin pake baju juga yang masih rada kegedean. Ohmen, kalo orangnya ga jingkrak-jingkrak autis mungkin gue ga akan pernah inget.

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Ehm, tema baru. Yang sekarang agak melankolis. Najis gaya banget sih lo, Rin. Sok sedih.

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_{I’ve been thinking some things over and over again. When I’m alone, the scrambled thoughts seem to appear and they’re making me crazier each day.}

_{I want to burst sooooo much until I don’t even know what to do. Should I cry? Should I laugh my ass off? Maybe I should cry again and again. I’m expressionless these days.}

_{I just want to hug my bolster tightly.}

_{Escape. I need to escape from this place. It’s too chaotic here.}

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_{And when I went back to recollect my thoughts, I found myself crying. Seconds after that, I giggled. Confused. Did I just cry? Why should I cry?}

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_{I want to see only you, you, and you alone.}

FCK. I’m ruined. SOK EMO PULA. Jijik banget.

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Besok insya Allah ketemu Icha. Ohmygod I miss you neeeeeek! Ayo gaul di KFC Bulungan hahaha tailah bodo amat fak rapat danus BulCup dan embel-embel duitnya.

19 July 2008

Updet det dets

Sorry for the lack of updates, guys. It was the busiest week in my entire life and I’ve missed my only entertainment (read: internet) terribly.

I don’t really know where to start because I have a lot of things to tell -or type-. Well, at first I thought my school’s orientation was terrible, but after some of my friends told me about their school orientation, I can say that mine was really ______ (think of something cheerful) and I am very thankful for that.

I’m a little frustated about the school hours (07.00-15.10). THAT long! OMG, let’s just hope that it won’t suck. Maybe it’s because that I haven’t got used to it, but I’ll try my best to keep myself occupied.

My chairmate, was my elementary school friend. I’m glad that at least I have a friend so that I don’t have to group up with my very-diligent-and-like-to-study-all-the-time middle school classmates because I’m 100% lazy inside.

Mungkin emang ga sibuk-sibuk banget lah yaa. Tapi yang paling kerasa itu tuh: capek. Terutama kalo lo emang anak yang naik kendaraan umum untuk pertamakalinya kaya gue gitu ye. Itu tuh capeknyaaaaa yaolo tolong deh tolong plis. Pulang ke rumah rasanya cuma pengen tiduuuuuur!

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Di samping berbaur sama temen-temen baru, ada juga anak veteran yang berusaha berbaur di kelas. Gue bener-bener ga tega ngeliatnya yaampuuun. Apalagi yang di kelas gue ituloooh. Rok di perut, baju gombrong, pokoknya muka anak baik-baik bangeeeet! Apalagi jumlah murid di kelas gue cuma 37 orang. Akhirnya dia duduk sendiri di pojokan :(

Kadang gue mau temenan tapi gimanaaaaa gitu.. Temenan sama yang sekelas aja masih gagu!

Somehow, I wanna make friends with ‘that kid’ from the next classroom but ‘that kid’ seems impossible to be with. Come on, You used to know me! Unless you’re still having your multiple personality disorder.

I’m still stuck with ‘that’ karma and I don’t even know what to do with it if you’re not helping at all! At least talk to me. Say my name. Say hi. SAY ANYTHING YOU WANT, YOU JACKASSSSSSSSS!

I feel like bursting and I want to cry. Now.

I’ve been blaming myself too much these days. No wonder my hair keeps falling and people might think I’m on chemo or some stress-related hair treatment.

There are certain things that I would looove to tell you. But unfortunately, there’re some people who watch, read, and gossip about this thing.

Oh yeah, this year’s foreign language at my school is German and I feel pretty sick of it. WHY GERMAAAAAN?? French is more elegant!!

Sooo, to finish this post, I shall say: Auf Wiedersehen!